Thank you Ichi and Koji for the great Saturday ^____^
I had a lot of fun *_* It would have been even better with more coffee ^o^
But because of you I wasn´t able to practice the screaming >.<
Shame on your cow!!!

Be proud of me! I sewed a lot today v^-^v
Hope I´ll be so productive in the next days, too <3

Good night ^^

For days I´m preparing for the Crisis Core Casting and when I´m alone I think I´m not that bad, but I don´t have the guts to do the scene in front of someone else. Not even Koji. And I always skipped the scream. Why am I such a coward?
Each time I think of the casting I feel very sick.
A minute ago I took my biggest pillow to finally insert the scream because everyone said that that is the best way to practice it, but as I just talked into it to see if it really muffles the sound, I heard my voice quite clear so again, ... fail XD
Gosh! I really need to get a grip.
Maybe I just try it again tonight in my car on my way home from work. Normally there´s no one outside and I think my car is a good sound muffler XD
Does someone have a little self-confidence for me? XD Or maybe a good kick for my ass XD